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aprilsilva29: Happy 11 month anniversary boo boo! It seems like we’ve been together for more than 11 months haha. We know each other so much inside and out, but there’s still so much I want to learn about you. I miss you so much.. but we’re going to see each other soon. Don’t even worry about it though because nothing’s going to get in the way of us. You and I both know that that’s true. Yeah, this distance shit sucks so much, but I’m doing it not just for me but for you too. Finishing school and getting a good education so I can be successful and we could have a good and bright future together :) all of our plans about promise rings, getting our own place, marriage, kids, and everything else; I truly do believe it’s all going to happen. Because NOTHING can get in the way of our feelings for each other. I care  for you so much, you don’t even know. I always put you first before everything, you know that. I can’t wait until the day I can feel your touch again. See your smile in person. Be in your arms. I’d do anything just to have all of that again. But patience is a virtue, right? All of this waiting is going to pay off soon. I know it. We’re going to prove everyone wrong that ever doubted us or talked shit about us.  This love is too strong for anything to separate us. I love you so much babe, please don’t EVER forget that <3 

aprilsilva29:

Happy 11 month anniversary boo boo! It seems like we’ve been together for more than 11 months haha. We know each other so much inside and out, but there’s still so much I want to learn about you. I miss you so much.. but we’re going to see each other soon. Don’t even worry about it though because nothing’s going to get in the way of us. You and I both know that that’s true. Yeah, this distance shit sucks so much, but I’m doing it not just for me but for you too. Finishing school and getting a good education so I can be successful and we could have a good and bright future together :) all of our plans about promise rings, getting our own place, marriage, kids, and everything else; I truly do believe it’s all going to happen. Because NOTHING can get in the way of our feelings for each other. I care  for you so much, you don’t even know. I always put you first before everything, you know that. I can’t wait until the day I can feel your touch again. See your smile in person. Be in your arms. I’d do anything just to have all of that again. But patience is a virtue, right? All of this waiting is going to pay off soon. I know it. We’re going to prove everyone wrong that ever doubted us or talked shit about us.  This love is too strong for anything to separate us. I love you so much babe, please don’t EVER forget that <3 

04.04.12
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Sorry for bothering you so damn much. :/

17.03.12

Happy 10 months

Happy 10 months to me and the boo, Ride or Die <3. It’s been a hard and stressful relationship, but we pull out stronger than ever. Each day with our love getting bigger and better, I know It’s been long since I’ve physically talked to you, been with you, but soon enough it will happen promise. This summer, the same time we spent every single day with each other 24/7 last summer, will be just the same. Going to fly my ass out all the way to the PI for this girl because she deserves it, all the things we’ve put each other through to be together is all worth. All the bullshit we faced this past month really tested us to our limits, but we got through it. It is just a matter of time until we are together again, just have to be patient and positive giving each other the strength we need to move on to the next day. I miss this girl so much and I need her just as she needs me, together we’re going to prove to everyone that our love is actually genuine and true, Love you boo <3 Carl Matthew Mendoza

03.03.12
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Change

More then anything you need it now, if you want this to work

24.02.12
aprilsilva29: Happy 9 month anniversay boo! Thank you for staying with me after all this time. After all the bullshit that comes up, you’re still there by me telling me that everything will be okay. Because of you, I know that things will be. You mean so much to me and nothing will ever change that. You’ve touched me where no one has ever touched before, you hit my heart and I fucking love it. Every little thing you do makes me happy. Yeah we fight every now and then, but its mostly just because we care about each other too much. We don’t want to lose what we have. You come first to me, always. Every single day I talk to you as much as I can. Every chance I get, I webcam with you just so I can see your smile. I miss you so much. But I know you’re going to be worth the wait. I’ll wait however long it takes just to be with you in your arms again. It so hard to smile nowadays, but when I see you when we webcam that’s the only time I actually smile with a purpose. You make me so happy, its ridiculous. I love it. I love you, and I always will. Don’t ever forget that because I really do mean it. Nobody even knows close to the feelings.. I love you so muchh babe &lt;3 happy anniversary! With a whole lot more to come :)

aprilsilva29:

Happy 9 month anniversay boo! Thank you for staying with me after all this time. After all the bullshit that comes up, you’re still there by me telling me that everything will be okay. Because of you, I know that things will be. You mean so much to me and nothing will ever change that. You’ve touched me where no one has ever touched before, you hit my heart and I fucking love it. Every little thing you do makes me happy. Yeah we fight every now and then, but its mostly just because we care about each other too much. We don’t want to lose what we have. You come first to me, always. Every single day I talk to you as much as I can. Every chance I get, I webcam with you just so I can see your smile. I miss you so much. But I know you’re going to be worth the wait. I’ll wait however long it takes just to be with you in your arms again. It so hard to smile nowadays, but when I see you when we webcam that’s the only time I actually smile with a purpose. You make me so happy, its ridiculous. I love it. I love you, and I always will. Don’t ever forget that because I really do mean it. Nobody even knows close to the feelings.. I love you so muchh babe <3 happy anniversary! With a whole lot more to come :)

03.02.12
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